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Shine K. 80's baby. Taurus sun/ Libra moon. Philly dweller. 69 inches vertical. Plus-sized model material. Nice size tits. 
| Nothing but pink shit & ruffles!! |
Yes, it’s a girl!! And I’m excited!! I’m gonna have a Mini-Me now!! I swore she was gonna be a boy. I was even getting used to the idea of having a little boy. But I’m super happy she’s a girl cus I thought I might be waaaaayyyy too prissy for a boy!!
As soon as I left the doctor’s office I went straight to the supermarket and got candy cake decorations and a tube of pink icing [the shit you use to write on cakes and stuff] so I could bake my “It’s a Girl” cake. I already had french vanilla cake mix & cream cheese icing that I bought a couple days before my last ultrasound 3 weeks ago, but never used it cus I didn’t find out the baby’s gender. My main purpose for baking the cake was so I could take a picture of it remember the excitement & happiness that came along with that day.
So now that I’ve figured out the baby’s gender, I’ve deleted all the neutral colored items off my baby registry and replaced it with nothing but pink shit & ruffles. By the way, I’m registered at Target. [ Name: Sunshine Kennedy State: Pennsylvania ] So if you’re a sweetheart & would like get me anything, there’s my wishlist. =]I would put the ultrasound pic from yesterday but y’all don’t need to see my daughter’s cooter! *lol* Other than that, I do have 3 new photos. Here they are…
I’m in the process of moving to a new house, so therefore my commenting back has kinda slacked off a bit. As soon as I’m finished & settled in, I’ll finish commenting back. =]
| Long Overdue Update. |
Okay everyone. I’m back! It’s been like 2 months & some change since my last entry and A LOT has happened. There’s been a major event that has occurred, but due to the level of how personal it was I won’t share details. Just know that someone close to me got arrested for a very serious offense they DID NOT commit. But all is well with that situation. THANK GOD!!!
Anyways, April was just not my month. Early in the month, I went to view my credit report, because something was just really telling me do it. I’m glad I did ‘cus how about I found out that someone STOLE MY IDENTITY!! There were inquiries and credit card accounts in my name that I NEVER APPLIED FOR!! What’s crazy is I KNOW WHO DID IT!! And no, I’m not just accusing someone for the sake of accusing them. No, I really know who did it. The sad part is that it’s a family member. She’s done this more than a few times to other family members but they don’t report her & let it slide. Not me though. This bitch is gonna have to deal with cops this time. Ain’t no Sorry-i’ll-never-do-it-again’s with me! Bitch gon’ pay!! So yeah, I been making a lot of phone calls and writing a bunch of letters in regards to having the necessary paperwork sent to me so I can get her arrested & having my credit cleaned up.
So my 20th birthday was last Wednesday [April 30] and almost EVERYONE FORGOT IT!! How depressing is that. My parents & Racquel [friend] didn’t forget. B [my boyfriend] didn’t forget either & actually had plans for me but he got into an argument with his family that morning and took it out on me by starting a bullshit one with me. So I canceled our plans & told him to take the $45 strawberry shortcake birthday cake he bought me and shove it up his ass. And then I went to sleep. Then at like 4pm Terri [my sister] called…but not wish me a happy birthday, but yet to rant & rave about about my niece [her daughter] & her bad grades & misconduct. So during the whole 30 minute vent session, you’d think she’d stop herself and realize today was my birthday. But by the end of the conversation, it was obvious she hadn’t remembered. Melvin [my brother, who lives with me] didn’t even remember. But then again, we don’t really fuck with each other like that, so why would he even care? He wouldn’t, which is exactly why instead of giving me birthday wishes, he complained about how fat I’m getting and how nasty I’m looking. Ummm….HELLO!!!! I’M FUCKING PREGNANT YOU ASSHOLE!!!! I’M SUPPOSED TO GET FAT!!!! *rolls eyes* He hurt my feelings with that one. But fuck him. Andrea [best friend] called too..but at like 11, right before 12. Almost didn’t make it, but better late than never…right? Terri called the next morning, apologizing for forgetting me, stating that her “old age” is to blame. WTF is she talking about?…She’s only 31. *lol* B apologized as well and promised to make it up to me, which he did [in more ways than one]!! *winks; lol* He took me out to eat and we went to see Baby Mama [which was H-I-L-A-R-I-O-U-S!!]. He also bought me this nice silver chain with a heart pendant that had “Love” written in diamonds along it. =)
| MAJOR SHOCKER!!!! |
Okay I know I have been missing for a while…AGAIN!!! But this time it was much needed. How about I found out that I am preggers!! Yes pregnant [so that means that I probably won’t have much time for the net anymore, but I will remain as active as possible]. I’m currently about 2 months along and YES
I’m feeling the full effects of early pregnancy!! So y’all know its not pretty. *lol*
Anywhoo…my computer at home is down too but I will return all the comments I received in my last post. 
| Portfolio!!!…and other shit. |
So yea, I finally stopped dragging my ass and got to work on my portfolio. I was supposed to BEEN had it back up but between my tendency to procrastinate and bullshit occurring in my life, I kinda let my portfolio sit on the back burner way too long. I finally got it back up like 3-4 days ago. Got me a nice lil Gwen Stefani layout on there too. [For some reason, Gwen is like my muse or something now. She inspires me.] I got like 25 images in my portfolio, one of which I just did moments ago. It features Ashanti, a person I’m not too fond of,[*coughs* slut!!] but her PSD inspired me. [Gee, I’m inspired by everything nowadays!!] I’m especially proud of it because it’s the first graphic I’ve done in Photoshop CS3. See, I usually work with Paint Shop Pro 8, because that’s all I had. *lol* But thanks to Meshia [my portfolio site’s host] I now have Photoshop. Kudos to her!! If you wanna see the Ashanti graphic & more, go to my portfolio.
So in other news, I’m on a search to find a new job. A better paying, more STABLE job. I’m not with the flexible schedules no more. That’s for 16 y/o kids just getting their first jobs. *lol* My dad has been tryna persuade me into going to Job Corps, but like, what the fuck am I gonna do there?? Get a trade, yea I know…But I mean like, do I really wanna be out in some hick-ass town for more than a year, by myself, with no freedom?? Like, Ima go insane!! Seriously. And I don’t have a problem with authority but I’m about to 20 years old in April…I’ll be DAMNED if a bitch 3-4 years older than me is giving me orders & shit!! Oh hell to tha NAH!!! It ain’t going down like that!! But since my Dad is asking me to consider it, I have been looking into it. I checked to find out which the closest facility with a graphic design program is..mind you, I live in Philly…and the closest one is in like ARIZONA or some shit!!!! PLEASE!! I might as well stay here and go to school to become a medical assistant like I been planning. It isn’t what I wanna do long term, but being a medical assistant is a start yanno. To some people they don’t make a lot of money on average [about $25,000-30,000 a yr], but shit that’s enough for me!! I ain’t got no damn mess-making kids, no sponge-ass nigga, no responsiblities, no nothing to take my money, so I think that’s probably more than enough to get what I want for right now. Ya dig? So yea, when I start school, which should be within the next couple months, I won’t be as active on the site for a lil while. But that’s the sacrifice you make when you tryna do something with your life. *lol*
| Fuck A New Year. |
My 2008 has been in shambles since the fucking ball dropped. Like, literally!! Between bad luck & deranged psychotic people from my past, this year is off to the worst start possible. I’m tryna remain positive but my situation is kinda grim. Can’t really get into details but just know that shit is NOT going good. *sighs* Sometimes I just wish I never ever met some people. And then I think of the people I wish I could have met on different circumstances. This may come off as real random to you, but if you knew my situation, you’d understand. Trust.
Aside from my drama, I’ve made a few New Years’ resolutions. Normally I make them and by the time March gets here I’m like “Resolutions???…*confused*…I made some??” So yes, this year I will try to make them and actually accomplish my goals.
So yea, those are my goals and resolutions for 2008. Next year this time, I’ll let you know how many I’ve accomplished. Wish me luck.
P.S.- I will be making more updates and writing more entries. I know I’ve been slacking in those departments. *lol* I’m a busy lady. What can I say?? And christ’s sake, can some one help me figure out flickr??!!! Maybe I’m just slow, but I cant figure it out.
| 1st Post |
Up until like yesterday, I had absolutely no idea how to do PHP pages or how to even create my own WP theme. Ya girl Shine is one smart cookie, ‘cus I figured out in like one day!! Smh…I must be a fucking genius on the low.
So anyways, this past week has been a one that has brought many questions as well as answers to those have gone without answers. My main question was “Why?” in regards to the recent death of a family friend, Tranere Mikell [I’ve dedicated my site to him]. Why was someone so angry at him that they felt the need to brutally gun him down? Why won’t anyone speak up about what they know? Why does it seem as if everyone in Philly is becoming a victim of shooting deaths??…It’s just appauling.
In this time of tragedy, I’ve come to realize that the majority of those I thought had love for me and cared about my well-being have faded into the background. You would think that because I just lost a friend and the fact that initially I didn’t take it well at all, those who claim to have my best interest at heart would step up and make sure I was at least okay…But aside from my family & my best friend, NO ONE has. Except for ONE person…and I swear, if I didn’t know he loved me before, I know it now. B has been we with me through my thick, thin, good, bad, AND the ugly. Granted, we do have problems that desperately need to be worked out, but I know for a fact now I will never achieve the level of love that me and him share with another person. It just won’t happen. I believe that me & B are destined to be together. Ain’t no getting around that.
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